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K9jake

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I have accepted it finally that i have interest in beastility, i love watching girls with dogs and horse, it just feels so natural and arousing for me, but still i have some guilt inside me
 
It is funny how accepting watching uncommon porn is put to the same level as being an actual zoophile. But ok there are some small drawbacks to it. But other than a little bit of online security issue it basically does influence your life in any major way.
 
It took me a long time to come to grips with who I and what I like. I wasted a big pet of my life repressing things abs feeling guilty for stuff that really is ok...funny how your conscience gets the better of you and you have no idea why.

now that I am older I understand myself a lot more and I am comfortable in my skin and with what I love.

be patient with yourself. It’s all ok
 
Just don't make the mistake of thinking "I like to watch women being fucked by animals" means "I must be an animal fucker", or even less likely "That makes me a zoophile". While it is the place where most who end up having sex with animals, or even turn out to be zoophiles, start, Getting off on animal porn DOES NOT indicate anything beyond "I like to watch animal porn" by itself.
 
It’s a good way to look around, ask questions, learn about people and maybe...just maybe...have some fun
 
I started out just enjoying watching (someone sent me a video of himself fucking a mare) after watching enough, I found myself craving to be filled by dog and horse cocks. I still haven't experienced it first hand though. There's a chance that when I do I won't actually enjoy it. I know thinking about it and watching is completely different than the actual experience
 
It took me years to come to terms with myself and it just happened recently and I still have moments where I'm uncomfortable. I don't have much in the way of experience but hopefully I will have more soon. I'm looking to connect and make some friends who share this interest. feel free to message me if you'd ever want to discuss things.
 
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I think part of why it takes so long for so many people to come to terms with this lifestyle is the fact that it is a super secret. Most other aspects of you life you can talk about with friends...your dog as a lover...super secret.

I have enjoyed meeting people here and it has been enlightening to hear other people’s stories . I really enjoy that aspect. Makes me feel a part of the group
 
K9jake said:
I have accepted it finally that i have interest in beastility, i love watching girls with dogs and horse, it just feels so natural and arousing for me, but still i have some guilt inside me
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Dont feel guilt or shame! It is nice sometimes to jerk off to bestiality. Anyway I know how you feel, I was the same, but I bet, that as I do, you will find yourself playing with your dick all night long watching bestiality before the end of the weekend. True story.

I have lust for sexual stuff on the internet. I can browse porn sites a very long time before finding the perfect video to jerk off to. Once I had a popup that opened on a bestiality website. I was not shocked, I reacted like when it is gay porn, I don't pay much attention and quickly closed the window. I finally found a "conventional" porn video to help me do my stuff but once I came, I was still hard. And I don't know why, I couldn't make my dick soft. I had the memory of a thumbnail located on the bestiality site that popped up earlier. I came back to the porn site I was browsing, refreshing the page until the same popup came again, then when it happened I remembered my dick having a big pulse, then some precum flowed out of it. I knew what I had to do : put on some lube and masturbate like crazy before the video of a blonde lied in bed with a big black Dane. It was a small extract of the original video where she was blowing the Dane looking into his eyes. I was masturbating, but I came when I saw her smiling still with the dog cock in her mouth. So satisfying!!!!!!
 
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Dont feel guilt or shame! It is nice sometimes to jerk off to bestiality. Anyway I know how you feel, I was the same, but I bet, that as I do, you will find yourself playing with your dick all night long watching bestiality before the end of the weekend. True story.

I have lust for sexual stuff on the internet. I can browse porn sites a very long time before finding the perfect video to jerk off to. Once I had a popup that opened on a bestiality website. I was not shocked, I reacted like when it is gay porn, I don't pay much attention and quickly closed the window. I finally found a "conventional" porn video to help me do my stuff but once I came, I was still hard. And I don't know why, I couldn't make my dick soft. I had the memory of a thumbnail located on the bestiality site that popped up earlier. I came back to the porn site I was browsing, refreshing the page until the same popup came again, then when it happened I remembered my dick having a big pulse, then some precum flowed out of it. I knew what I had to do : put on some lube and masturbate like crazy before the video of a blonde lied in bed with a big black Dane. It was a small extract of the original video where she was blowing the Dane looking into his eyes. I was masturbating, but I came when I saw her smiling still with the dog cock in her mouth. So satisfying!!!!!!
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I can feel every word you say 😘
 
K9jake said:
I can feel every word you say 😘
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Thanks! Hope you will enjoy this forum as I do. Anyway don't feel too shy, I know that even on this forum it's hard to speak freely because of the judgement of others, but believe me when I say that it is as most as arousing to read real people comments on their lust than actually watch porn.
 
I hope you can learn to accept yourself. I and many others know how it feels to feel that guilt. It wasn't until this year that I finally accepted myself, but it was a process that took a while. The main goal is realizing there's nothing wrong with what you're doing. How you get there is up to you. Like for me, my path started with leaving religion behind as I found that I didn't believe in what they were telling me and I wanted to be able to be myself without their judgment. Without religion putting doubt and guilt in my mind I was able to find myself, but that's just my path. Your path could be completely different. Whatever your path to acceptance is, I hope you reach the end of it. Until then, good luck.
 
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