KnotResponsible
Tourist
Hey all,
I joined this forum to learn more about what it's like for people to live out the impulses and desires I have and hopefully come to an understanding of what it means.
For quite sometime I have found sex with male dogs (I'm also a guy) super attractive, esepcially the idea of being knotted. I've had knotted toys I used and that helped fulfill a lot of my desires, but that's no longer an option.
I've been dating my boyfriend for a little over 2 years now. We've had our ups and downs, but I really do love him. He was always weirded out by my interest in knots and pup hoods (any fellow pups?), but he was willing to experiment with it, until he saw me viewing a zoo porn link. After that, we agreed to get rid of the toys, hoods, collars, etc.
The problem is that now I'm rarely interested in sex, but thinking about getting bred by a large dog is incredibly arousing (and always has been). And now that I can no longer fulfill these fantasies with toys, I've just been thinking more and more about the real thing, which also makes me feel worse because it really doesn't seem moral...
Anyways, long winded introduction, but would like to hear from some of you who wrangled with internal conflict like this
I joined this forum to learn more about what it's like for people to live out the impulses and desires I have and hopefully come to an understanding of what it means.
For quite sometime I have found sex with male dogs (I'm also a guy) super attractive, esepcially the idea of being knotted. I've had knotted toys I used and that helped fulfill a lot of my desires, but that's no longer an option.
I've been dating my boyfriend for a little over 2 years now. We've had our ups and downs, but I really do love him. He was always weirded out by my interest in knots and pup hoods (any fellow pups?), but he was willing to experiment with it, until he saw me viewing a zoo porn link. After that, we agreed to get rid of the toys, hoods, collars, etc.
The problem is that now I'm rarely interested in sex, but thinking about getting bred by a large dog is incredibly arousing (and always has been). And now that I can no longer fulfill these fantasies with toys, I've just been thinking more and more about the real thing, which also makes me feel worse because it really doesn't seem moral...
Anyways, long winded introduction, but would like to hear from some of you who wrangled with internal conflict like this