Hoarsegirl
Tourist
So, I'm a zoophile, obviously, and I was wondering how many other people held my own particular views on our predilections. And if anyone had any opinions.
Ive always owned bitches, mostly golden retrievers, while I was growing up. Genuinely beautiful, handsome dogs. But I never felt attracted to them. Years later I was talking to other zoos and they mention how they got their childhood dog off or experimented with them and I was so jealous of that experience, even though I felt no attraction to my dear retriever. As time has gone on, and I've explored my own feelings and interests I've come to one conclusion. That the love that I feel for my own dogs is maternal, and that whenever I think of fucking them I feel grossed out like I would thinking of my own family.
And I am so, so, unbelievably jealous of people who don't feel that way about the animals is their care. When I fall for a handsome dog or mare it's never some being I own, only one I know. The idea of having a relationship with an animal that I'm the custodian of is amazing, but I never actually can.
Need to really stress that I'm not judging owners with a relationship, but very, very jealous that my own predilections don't allow me to feel that way. And I was wondering if anyone else had the same issue.
Ive always owned bitches, mostly golden retrievers, while I was growing up. Genuinely beautiful, handsome dogs. But I never felt attracted to them. Years later I was talking to other zoos and they mention how they got their childhood dog off or experimented with them and I was so jealous of that experience, even though I felt no attraction to my dear retriever. As time has gone on, and I've explored my own feelings and interests I've come to one conclusion. That the love that I feel for my own dogs is maternal, and that whenever I think of fucking them I feel grossed out like I would thinking of my own family.
And I am so, so, unbelievably jealous of people who don't feel that way about the animals is their care. When I fall for a handsome dog or mare it's never some being I own, only one I know. The idea of having a relationship with an animal that I'm the custodian of is amazing, but I never actually can.
Need to really stress that I'm not judging owners with a relationship, but very, very jealous that my own predilections don't allow me to feel that way. And I was wondering if anyone else had the same issue.