Malakai
Tourist
Hey, there! I am new, recently joined the community. But I have something on my mind I would like to share and hear your opinions.
I have a senior dog, female, small breed. It's like a family dog, that I bought and cared for many years. Since I am not living in the same house anymore, we saw each other a little less often. When I was younger (I am 22yo now) we had a intimate moment. I was masturbating and she joined me on the bed and started licking me. I allowed that because I was young, dumb, and horny as hell. After only few licks I came. That never happened again, because I felt ashamed and so guilty for even letting it happened. I know the dog wasn't force and there wasn't any bait but anyway. For years I thought about me enjoying it was me being mentally sick. And because of that I never allowed similar situations to happen. Now I am seeing things differently. I would like to try something with a female dog. But should I do it? She is my childhood pet. She is senior. Of course I wouldn't do anything to force it. Will our relationship change if I try? Were you in similar situations? Help me ease my mind.
I have a senior dog, female, small breed. It's like a family dog, that I bought and cared for many years. Since I am not living in the same house anymore, we saw each other a little less often. When I was younger (I am 22yo now) we had a intimate moment. I was masturbating and she joined me on the bed and started licking me. I allowed that because I was young, dumb, and horny as hell. After only few licks I came. That never happened again, because I felt ashamed and so guilty for even letting it happened. I know the dog wasn't force and there wasn't any bait but anyway. For years I thought about me enjoying it was me being mentally sick. And because of that I never allowed similar situations to happen. Now I am seeing things differently. I would like to try something with a female dog. But should I do it? She is my childhood pet. She is senior. Of course I wouldn't do anything to force it. Will our relationship change if I try? Were you in similar situations? Help me ease my mind.