user664488
Tourist
This is my 2nd introduction... Figured the first time failed so miserable the 2nd time can't be any worse.
So I've been into this I guess more of a kink than anything when I first discovered it online. Scrolled past it once and watched some here or there. Than I started coming it back to it more and more when I would search videos online. Eventually I got the idea to try a little myself and I loved it but time moved on and I got away from it and grew up.
Fast forward 25 years later and had this repressed. Maybe once in a blue moon I'd stumble across something only and check it out but really didn't think much on it. I was (and still am) married and we had (and still do) a very fulfilling sex life. Then some reason we got to talking about stuff sex related and this topic came up. She said it was interesting and it was like setting off tnt. It was all I could think about.
Then after a few years of it, turns out shes not into it at all and gets mad if I bring anything up. So now I'm trying to come to terms with all that this means... From what I can tell it's pretty much trying to live out my fantasies through everyone here. I've tried to reach out and chat but I'm awkward and overzealous. I don't really care who wants to just chat, talk through getting off or wants to talk about getting their ass kicked in elden ring... Haha. Just looking for people to chat on here and escape during my boring work days.
So, short story long. If you're bored and want to chat, hit me up.
So I've been into this I guess more of a kink than anything when I first discovered it online. Scrolled past it once and watched some here or there. Than I started coming it back to it more and more when I would search videos online. Eventually I got the idea to try a little myself and I loved it but time moved on and I got away from it and grew up.
Fast forward 25 years later and had this repressed. Maybe once in a blue moon I'd stumble across something only and check it out but really didn't think much on it. I was (and still am) married and we had (and still do) a very fulfilling sex life. Then some reason we got to talking about stuff sex related and this topic came up. She said it was interesting and it was like setting off tnt. It was all I could think about.
Then after a few years of it, turns out shes not into it at all and gets mad if I bring anything up. So now I'm trying to come to terms with all that this means... From what I can tell it's pretty much trying to live out my fantasies through everyone here. I've tried to reach out and chat but I'm awkward and overzealous. I don't really care who wants to just chat, talk through getting off or wants to talk about getting their ass kicked in elden ring... Haha. Just looking for people to chat on here and escape during my boring work days.
So, short story long. If you're bored and want to chat, hit me up.
