Yesterday Morning I said Goodbye

K9k77

Zooville Settler
My best friend of 8 years passed away yesterday morning of cancer.
From the day I rescued him, until the end, he was a loving, kind, and intelligent gentle giant. In the beginning, I planned on kennel training him. That ended with him him falling asleep on my chest the first night. Immediately, the kennel training idea was not happening, and he would sleep on my bed. He had one accident in the house, the first week I brought him home, then it never happened again. I did no special training. He just established a routine with me from the beginning, then stayed with it. Whether it was letting kids put stuffed animals on his back to being curious about other species (even had a squirrel friend that visited him at the front door. He never once tried breaking out to chase. He would just watch the squirrel. I guess, the squirrel knew him from hanging out the backyard or something, because it would walk right up to the window like it and him were best buddies.) He was always full of love and excitement. From a newborn baby to a senior citizen, he was gentle and loving. He loved car rides from the day I rescued him (the very first photo of him is inside my SUV outside The Humane Society). He loved HIS dog park, whether it was 0700 or 0100. I'm going to miss him hopping up with his tail wagging with his, "Where are we going daddy?" look, as I walk towards the front door. He didn't care where we went, or how long we would be gone, he wanted to be in the car with me to see it all. He would sit in the car waiting for me to return, when I would run into the store, gas station, etc. If a kid walked past his open window, he would stick his head out to say hi. The kids would ask to pet him, (after their parents said yes) I would say, "Of course." They would put their hand up to him, and he would immediately lick their hands. The kids would laugh, and their parents would tell me he was such a nice dog. We would be stuck in after school traffic and the middle/high school kids would come up to the window to pet him. He loved it. Every friend I would visit with him would be treated like family by him. If you were ok with me, he would welcome you with open paws. He loved letting everyone on the block know, with his hound howl, either a delivery was on the block, or, really, anyone at all, was on the block. He didn't care what time it was, EVERYONE was going to be alerted. He was an amazing dog, and really, a family member. I wish I could have had more than 8 years with him, but I know he understood my unconditional love for him, and I know he had the same for me. He fought his cancer with dignity and strength. He knows I didn't give up on him, and exhausted every option possible. He came running through the vet door after surgery with his tail wagging, like he just received a massage. He was like a puppy again from that day, until this past week. Everyone made sure he knew we all loved him. At the end though, he was in so much pain and his body began to shut down. Even though he could barely move, couldn't eat or drink anything, his tail still wagged like a puppy when he saw me. I was with him until crossed over the rainbow bridge. He went very peacefully. Before the vet began, he looked at me in a way difficult to describe. It felt like he was telling me, it was ok. As soon as he passed, I felt an overwhelming peace. I felt the pain release him. He will always be with me in my heart and mind.
 
It always hurts your heart when they go but it sounds like he was a great dog and you gave him all the love befiting such a great companion :)
 
I'm so sorry for your lost, even though he had a great 8 years with you, I'm sure it does very little to dull the pain from loss. My heart goes out to you and your former companion. He sounded like a wonderful companion and a wonderful friend. He will live on through the memories you have of him. I can only give to you my sincerest condolences.
 
You have honoured your friend beautifully.
That was sweet and well written and I hope you find peace and healing in time..


#fuckcancer
I appreciate your kind words. I'm just confused as to why you blocked me when I just messaged you with a thank you? 🤷‍♂️
 
I appreciate your kind words. I'm just confused as to why you blocked me when I just messaged you with a thank you? 🤷‍♂️
From what I saw in another post LittlemissJ has had a lot of unwanted PM's and I would guess may have blocked you on accident, but I could be wrong, just completely a guess.
 
My best friend of 8 years passed away yesterday morning of cancer.
From the day I rescued him, until the end, he was a loving, kind, and intelligent gentle giant. In the beginning, I planned on kennel training him. That ended with him him falling asleep on my chest the first night. Immediately, the kennel training idea was not happening, and he would sleep on my bed. He had one accident in the house, the first week I brought him home, then it never happened again. I did no special training. He just established a routine with me from the beginning, then stayed with it. Whether it was letting kids put stuffed animals on his back to being curious about other species (even had a squirrel friend that visited him at the front door. He never once tried breaking out to chase. He would just watch the squirrel. I guess, the squirrel knew him from hanging out the backyard or something, because it would walk right up to the window like it and him were best buddies.) He was always full of love and excitement. From a newborn baby to a senior citizen, he was gentle and loving. He loved car rides from the day I rescued him (the very first photo of him is inside my SUV outside The Humane Society). He loved HIS dog park, whether it was 0700 or 0100. I'm going to miss him hopping up with his tail wagging with his, "Where are we going daddy?" look, as I walk towards the front door. He didn't care where we went, or how long we would be gone, he wanted to be in the car with me to see it all. He would sit in the car waiting for me to return, when I would run into the store, gas station, etc. If a kid walked past his open window, he would stick his head out to say hi. The kids would ask to pet him, (after their parents said yes) I would say, "Of course." They would put their hand up to him, and he would immediately lick their hands. The kids would laugh, and their parents would tell me he was such a nice dog. We would be stuck in after school traffic and the middle/high school kids would come up to the window to pet him. He loved it. Every friend I would visit with him would be treated like family by him. If you were ok with me, he would welcome you with open paws. He loved letting everyone on the block know, with his hound howl, either a delivery was on the block, or, really, anyone at all, was on the block. He didn't care what time it was, EVERYONE was going to be alerted. He was an amazing dog, and really, a family member. I wish I could have had more than 8 years with him, but I know he understood my unconditional love for him, and I know he had the same for me. He fought his cancer with dignity and strength. He knows I didn't give up on him, and exhausted every option possible. He came running through the vet door after surgery with his tail wagging, like he just received a massage. He was like a puppy again from that day, until this past week. Everyone made sure he knew we all loved him. At the end though, he was in so much pain and his body began to shut down. Even though he could barely move, couldn't eat or drink anything, his tail still wagged like a puppy when he saw me. I was with him until crossed over the rainbow bridge. He went very peacefully. Before the vet began, he looked at me in a way difficult to describe. It felt like he was telling me, it was ok. As soon as he passed, I felt an overwhelming peace. I felt the pain release him. He will always be with me in my heart and mind.
You have my deepest sympathies. I have had to watch way too many pass myself. Every horse I have had to escort to the gates of the rainbow bridge has been a necessity to help alleviate the pain they were in. And it never gets any easier.
Just remember the good times you had with them, and take comfort that they will be there waiting for you when it is your turn to walk through those gates!
 
They offer us their unconditional love and we must know that their life is to short to let them without our love for them, because if we will not show them this love during life it is to late to cry after they will pass away. They are our friends for life and forever! Your story is what I feel the same for my lovely dog. RIP.
 
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