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When did you accept that you liked bestiality?

I used to feel ashamed. I thought I was weird. I met this girl and she had a male dog. She would always talk about how she felt bad he was horny. I finally suggested she help him out. She admitted she used her hand on him but wouldn't let me watch
 
I first discovered it turned me on in my early twenties and I'm past 50 these days. Initially I felt like it made me a freak but as I've grown older I'm comfortable with my fetish and love for zoo so embrace it wholeheartedly.
 
I have always been secret about it. But a dog was the first dick I ever played with. Or old family lab. I think I broke a little when he mounted me when I was pretty young. I liked how he just grabbed on to me and wouldn't get off. The next thing I got a chance to play with was our station we had just before he was gilded. But that didn't go very far. It really sunk in when a started to play with a roommates husky. I loved how he just came to me and instead on fucking me silly. He was such a sweet boy. But when he wanted it he was demanding about it. I loved just giving myself to him when we wanted it. Made me feel like I had a place in his pack. It was my job to serve him. From taking him for walks, to feeding him, to being his cum dump. That was it. I accepted that it's how I want to live. I'm still chasing that feeling. I need it in my life again.
 
Discovered when I was 23, started coming around to accepting it at 27. But being gay, I've never really cared what society or anyone else thinks about how I gain sexual pleasures. And as long as it's victimless, it's no one's damn business.
 
I discovered it by accident as a teen and it really stuck in my mind after I was about 23 when I fully accepted it
 
I just assimilated the fact I like the porn, like okay I guess I'm also into the real shit and not only drawings, it is what it is:husky_nervous:
 
Started when I was around 12 or something like that, when the idea of being intimate with a stallion came to mind. I don't think I've ever felt guilt, since the only sexual act I want is to pleasure a stallion in a way that is on his terms, but I have definitely felt alienated over this dream, sometimes even among the zoo community
 
I'll never admit I'm into zoo, only my partner knows and they're ok with, they like it as well, hence how I started showing it more with them, but they're the only person I fully trust with showing this to them
 
Past week or so. Forum definitely helped. Was definitely a fast journey from being ashamed and just wanting to help my feelings, to actually being zoo.
 
I don't think I 100 percent do accept it to be honest.. ik I'm ok with it, I've never don't much of anything myself, and it's a very very lonely road imo.. you don't meet many irl into it and normally only the most lucky get that especially a partner into it. Many times I ask myself is my love that runs deeper than most worth the lonely.
 
I never questioned it. I never had guilt. I never even felt "bad" about it. I simply accepted that this is who I am and I have never looked back even once.

I realize that MY mindset isn't a typical mindset, but, it is my experience.
 
Just a few days ago honestly. I've always had urges that I was ashamed of and one time where I gave in to them but those just made me want to bury my head in the sand and insist I was normal. I've still always been fascinated by the topic but told myself that it was just out of morbid curiousity. I watched a YouTube video about the zooier than thou podcast and started listening to them out of my "morbid curiosity". Hearing zoos that were kind, reasonable, ethical, and just plain normal outside of that one societal "wrong" broke a barrier in me. I admitted that it was possible to rationalize sex with animals if they weren't hurt, and in turn that I've always been attracted to them.

So I looked up this forum, saw bestiality videos and masturbated to them for the first time. Now, I'm thinking about this constantly and eagerly await a chance to have a stud mount and pour his seed in me. It's almost kind of scary how fast my mindset changed, from completely repressed to desperate for doggy cock. But losing control like this is something I've always secretly wanted and now I can tell people that will appreciate how much fun it is while not judging me.
 
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sparkleglitter said:
its a real tough pill to swallow. i think this forum is helping me accept it, but even still might get scared and do a full 180 before coming back again in a week. but my internal struggle to accept it started young, years ago now.
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we understand. Please keep us informed about your progress and I hope it’s a positive outcome for you.
 
XploreMe said:
Lol I was a total pornhead as a teen from story erotica to videos. I had played with a guy before I got into zoo but still once I stumbled across it I was definitely in. I'm always checking out what every I can with porn. You never know what you might like. Lol that's how I ended up trying watersports 🤷🏾‍♂️
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It certainly is a learning process, isn't it? 😊
 
when? tbh it kinda comes and goes in phases. learning that zoophilia is a fetish sorta helped - that was recently. my introduction to it was way earlier and I always found it annoying that it was something that turned me on. Currently just trying to understand it, tho I consider myself zoo friendly rather than exclusive
 
It's taken me a really long time to except who I am, I'm still fully coming to terms with it. I tried stuff as a teenager and tried to make myself forget those times and the way that I am but since accepting myself for who and what I am some 14 or so years later I've found myself in a better state of mind. I still haven't accepted anything sexual fully but it interestes me, but the love I have for my animals is something I know is real
 
Never felt guilt or shame. I was exposed to zoo before puberty, and always felt it was nothing different when growing up with it. Nowadays my spirituality approves of a zoo lifestyle, and I don't subscribe to the "morality and ethics" society forces on us. So I've never had any kind of quandary.
 
when I (M41) was around 13 or 14… Played with family dog and friends dog that I babysat… Never once had any regrets or negative feelings about it… It was fun and sexy and I loved the canine and equine body.

I lost my virginity to a mare two years later with a buddy. horses will be my all time weak in the knees favorite animal. their body their cock their pussy is just all so beautiful.
 
cl0ud said:
Did you ever have feelings of guilt for being into it? How did you get over those feelings and come to accept that you're into it? Curious about hearing peoples stories, as it took me a long time to be comfortable with the fact that I'm into it. I do still have some pangs of guilt, but I dunno, I feel it's not worth worrying about something that you cannot change.
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A little bit of guilt at first it was just a thing I got into when I'm extremely horny but now I sorta just like it alot lmao I'd suck a doggy dick anytime lol I think I'm only into beastiality not like wanting to have an animal partner but the sex is amazing

Lenny997 said:
A little bit of guilt at first it was just a thing I got into when I'm extremely horny but now I sorta just like it alot lmao I'd suck a doggy dick anytime lol I think I'm only into beastiality not like wanting to have an animal partner but the sex is amazing
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I also joined here recently I didn't know there was anything like this so I know I'm not alone and now it feels quite normal and comfortable knowing there's others like me
 
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