When did you accept that you liked bestiality?

For me it was lingering in my mind for years. But I came to accept it about a year ago and since I've been quietly looking for a place I can be safe and chat
 
I was a bi curious teenager when I accidentally discovered my boy's cock. Not having access to the internet at the time, I thought I was the only person in the world who was doing such a "depraved" thing, but it got me so horny, I kept going back for more. Each time we played, we went a little further, eventually doing everything a boy and his dog could do. I remember feeling so ashamed and guilty for the things I was doing and after each session, I would swear to myself that I would never do it again. Of course, the next day I would start thinking about it and I'd get super aroused once again. I remember sitting on the bus on the way home from school, hoping that no one would be home so my boy and I would have time alone. I'm not so ashamed or guilty as I once was, but I am pretty sure that many of the people in my life would be appalled if they knew about what I was doing with my boy when we were alone. Finding BF and then this site has made me realize I am not alone in these feelings.
 
Joaozin said:
In the beginning of 2022 was when things started to change, but just now on August is that I'm truly accepting this part of me
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That's good I fought it for years, only now I'm accepting it and still here and then I get the, "I'm wrong", y'know.
 
It would be about 7 years ago, but really it has probably been lurking in the depths of my mind since I was a teenager. With age comes a certain attitude which says 'to hell with what others think'.
 
cl0ud said:
Did you ever have feelings of guilt for being into it? How did you get over those feelings and come to accept that you're into it? Curious about hearing peoples stories, as it took me a long time to be comfortable with the fact that I'm into it. I do still have some pangs of guilt, but I dunno, I feel it's not worth worrying about something that you cannot change.
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My wife helped me learn it is part of me and what I am for.
 
I've always found horse cocks to look so beatutiful, I think I started noticing them when I was quite young. I accepted it after my sister and I learned that we both found it quite erotic, intimate, and enjoyable. She was quite jealous I got to experience it before her and did wonder why our uncle's dog always favored me over her lol.
I have struggled at times with it though, since there is so much stigma with it and some people have distanced themselves from me.
 
When I was 10 year old boy I would let my pet collie knot my ass and I would suck him off.
Just been keeping it on a need to know basis.
Only tell close friends that I can trust and are accepting or interested in this also.
I can count the number of people that I've told on one hand.
 
AriesAngyl said:
For me it took a long time. When I 1st experimented and experienced being. With a dog I had a lot of guilt and shame. I kept going back which in a way increased the pleasure and the connection but at the same time also increased my guilt about the entire thing. It was my biggest secret and I was always super paranoid about someone finding out.

fast forward about 18 years…life passes…I have my second dog with which I am intimate. Of course, that in and of itself is a story, but for me it was the covid. Spending long periods of time with my Shepard and not seeing people in person I became comfortable in my own skin, I became comfortable with the concept of zoo and that comfort allowed us to really connect and bond.

I don’t feel that intense guilt or shame anymore as I have finally come to terms with it.
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We'll said love 😘
 
theNewGirl said:
About 2-3 months after I started watching it. I was searching for more exciting porn because I had a hard time cumming to a lot of porn and I happened across a woman getting fucked by her dog. I was both super excited and disgusted but I came really hard. I told myself I didn't like it and would masturbate to other stuff, but then would always rush back to that video to cum. From there I really started looking for more and found it and I pretty quickly started watching only dogporn and then the feeling of disgust left and I realized that this is what I wanted to watch and what I REALLY wanted to do.
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This sounds soooo familiar. Started watching years ago but didnt really feel overly guilty or shamed by it. Maybe a bit "weird" Might have just repressed those feelings but then again i saw how women seemed to enjoy the sex so kept coming back. Im a straight male just in case anyone wondering. But seeing woman enjoy the dog dick is just best.
 
I had feelings of guilt when I was younger but now that I am older those feelings have turned into acceptance of me being bi sexual and accepting that I have sexual feelings for dogs. The fear of being found out still remains
 
theNewGirl said:
About 2-3 months after I started watching it. I was searching for more exciting porn because I had a hard time cumming to a lot of porn and I happened across a woman getting fucked by her dog. I was both super excited and disgusted but I came really hard. I told myself I didn't like it and would masturbate to other stuff, but then would always rush back to that video to cum. From there I really started looking for more and found it and I pretty quickly started watching only dogporn and then the feeling of disgust left and I realized that this is what I wanted to watch and what I REALLY wanted to do.
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What video did you get turned on about?
 
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theNewGirl said:
About 2-3 months after I started watching it. I was searching for more exciting porn because I had a hard time cumming to a lot of porn and I happened across a woman getting fucked by her dog. I was both super excited and disgusted but I came really hard. I told myself I didn't like it and would masturbate to other stuff, but then would always rush back to that video to cum. From there I really started looking for more and found it and I pretty quickly started watching only dogporn and then the feeling of disgust left and I realized that this is what I wanted to watch and what I REALLY wanted to do.
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can relate to this! Only the extreme type of sex gets me off now with humans or animals and humans! Now I cant even cum during regular sex and regular porn does nothing for me! I totally understand!
 
I still have mixed feelings about bestiality. Watching bestiality videos really turns me on, but there is part of me that feels that inter-species sex is wrong. Things are changing so much in this world today. I believe that it is only a matter of time and our society will accept that love can exist between a man or woman and a dog.
 
sexyblackgirl said:
I still have mixed feelings about bestiality. Watching bestiality videos really turns me on, but there is part of me that feels that inter-species sex is wrong. Things are changing so much in this world today. I believe that it is only a matter of time and our society will accept that love can exist between a man or woman and a dog.
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Gonna be honest here, as is stands inter-species sex/ relationships will not be looked upon positively in the foreseeable future or at least in our lifetime imo. Shoot, look at how many people still don't like gay people. I'm completely fine with my sexual attraction and keeping it to myself. If people want to push the publication of the subject then more power to them I suppose.
 
sexyblackgirl said:
I still have mixed feelings about bestiality. Watching bestiality videos really turns me on, but there is part of me that feels that inter-species sex is wrong. Things are changing so much in this world today. I believe that it is only a matter of time and our society will accept that love can exist between a man or woman and a dog.
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It's a lot about the thoughts of what others will think or would think if they knew. You should consider that you have been programmed since you were born what society thinks you should feel is right and wrong.
 
Keily said:
It's a lot about the thoughts of what others will think or would think if they knew. You should consider that you have been programmed since you were born what society thinks you should feel is right and wrong.
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That's the entire point of societies. Members enter into social contacts regarding morality that are relative to their society.

For example: some places on Earth do not morally object to infanticide or genital mutilation, while other places do object to those practices.
 
sexyblackgirl said:
I still have mixed feelings about bestiality. Watching bestiality videos really turns me on, but there is part of me that feels that inter-species sex is wrong. Things are changing so much in this world today. I believe that it is only a matter of time and our society will accept that love can exist between a man or woman and a dog.
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I doubt there's going to be any widespread acceptance anytime soon.

As for feeling that it is wrong.....
So long as everyone is an adult, are free to engage or not as they choose, and are unharmed, what's wrong in two beings sharing a mutually pleasurable experiece with one another?
 
madamimadam said:
I was a bi curious teenager when I accidentally discovered my boy's cock. Not having access to the internet at the time, I thought I was the only person in the world who was doing such a "depraved" thing, but it got me so horny, I kept going back for more. Each time we played, we went a little further, eventually doing everything a boy and his dog could do. I remember feeling so ashamed and guilty for the things I was doing and after each session, I would swear to myself that I would never do it again. Of course, the next day I would start thinking about it and I'd get super aroused once again. I remember sitting on the bus on the way home from school, hoping that no one would be home so my boy and I would have time alone. I'm not so ashamed or guilty as I once was, but I am pretty sure that many of the people in my life would be appalled if they knew about what I was doing with my boy when we were alone. Finding BF and then this site has made me realize I am not alone in these feelings.
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That's so sweet. Thank you for sharing.
 
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