When did you accept that you liked bestiality?

I still havent accepted it. Im not even hands on... I just get off hearing the boys stories of what they want me to do for them. And their big puppies. I guess it's a kind of submission.

After I come and leave the site I have no interest at all for weeks or even months... and during that time I do feel so very ashamed that I looked at zoo porn at all. I seriously think of closing my account every single time... And then my libido lifts And woof. I find myself back here looking for filthy boys to fantasize about..... surrendering to the dogs animal lust. I confess I don't understand me... But at the time I am just horny.... and it feels so good.
 
About 2-3 months after I started watching it. I was searching for more exciting porn because I had a hard time cumming to a lot of porn and I happened across a woman getting fucked by her dog. I was both super excited and disgusted but I came really hard. I told myself I didn't like it and would masturbate to other stuff, but then would always rush back to that video to cum. From there I really started looking for more and found it and I pretty quickly started watching only dogporn and then the feeling of disgust left and I realized that this is what I wanted to watch and what I REALLY wanted to do.
 
Minxen said:
I still havent accepted it. Im not even hands on... I just get off hearing the boys stories of what they want me to do for them. And their big puppies. I guess it's a kind of submission.

After I come and leave the site I have no interest at all for weeks or even months... and during that time I do feel so very ashamed that I looked at zoo porn at all. I seriously think of closing my account every single time... And then my libido lifts And woof. I find myself back here looking for filthy boys to fantasize about..... surrendering to the dogs animal lust. I confess I don't understand me... But at the time I am just horny.... and it feels so good.
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Not an uncommon reaction. The struggle with our learning of what society has as a norm and our own desires. Hard decision. Obviously most of us here favour our desires over what society thinks. Just enjoy your desires.
 
I've never felt guilt about it. I came across it about as early as one could on the internet:p
 
I'm still struggling with accepting these desires, sometimes I feel like no regrets and sometimes I'm like why do I like this, guess someday I'll fully enjoy it
 
I finally accepted that I'm into zoo this year after fighting against it a lot. I guess I still have some bad feelings about it, but since I've joined this forum they have decreased a lot, reading the threads from people all over the world, commenting on them really helped a lot, so I guess with time they'll vanish for good.
 
I felt really guilty and uneasy about it at first and felt that it wasn't right but I just kept exploring it and I came to except it and started to enjoy it more and I couldn't be happier with my choices.
 
theNewGirl said:
About 2-3 months after I started watching it. I was searching for more exciting porn because I had a hard time cumming to a lot of porn and I happened across a woman getting fucked by her dog. I was both super excited and disgusted but I came really hard. I told myself I didn't like it and would masturbate to other stuff, but then would always rush back to that video to cum. From there I really started looking for more and found it and I pretty quickly started watching only dogporn and then the feeling of disgust left and I realized that this is what I wanted to watch and what I REALLY wanted to do.
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That is almost exactly my story too. I’m so glad I found this place and people like you.
 
The thought of bestiality never crossed my mind before I encountered it (teenager, internet, porn, 'nuff said) and I can't say I've ever questioned it - just accepted it fully from day 1
 
I realized I had an interest at 13, but it slowly developed into an actual attraction over a few years, but I don't think I ever really felt shame for it. I think the slow development of the thoughts helped with that. When I found the first ever zoo videos, I don't remember feeling any shame over watching them as puberty hormones helped a lot.

It did take a while for me to actually realized I had an attraction, but the most I remember ever feeling was "this is a little weird". Because everything was so slow and gradual it was basically all one giant blur from "not a zoo" to "I'm a zoo"
 
inkyabyssal said:
I always knew and was into zoo since I was 11. I did feel bad cause everyone in my family and everyone else would see it as horrible so I just kept it to myself but with the internet it’s been a lot better.
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When you say 'into zoo', do you mean you desired to have penetrative sex with an animal of another species (dog, boar, horse, etc.) or do you mean you have a special affinity for animals?
 
cynofile said:
When you say 'into zoo', do you mean you desired to have penetrative sex with an animal of another species (dog, boar, horse, etc.) or do you mean you have a special affinity for animals?
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Both of course. I love all animals and would one day love to have a mate. Me and my family dog had a special bond and we loved each other very much.
 
inkyabyssal said:
Both of course. I love all animals and would one day love to have a mate. Me and my family dog had a special bond and we loved each other very much.
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So how 'intimate' was your relationship with the family dog, if you don't mind me asking.

Sorry, I shouldn't be doing this really...
 
cynofile said:
So how 'intimate' was your relationship with the family dog, if you don't mind me asking.

Sorry, I shouldn't be doing this really...
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Well basically the first day we got him we became instant friends. We used to constantly play And we where very close. We pretty much started reaching puberty at the same time and he started to hump my back and legs. Well one day while also being horny I let him lick me and we never went back from that lol
 
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