When did you accept that you liked bestiality?

lilypadprincess said:
I’ll let you know when I get around to completely accepting it. It’s definitely been a work in progress since I realized I liked horses and donkeys when I was a kid. But I’m happy so say I’m like, at least 90% of the way there.
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I was literally fantasizing about girls turning into donkeys when I was 12... it was bizarre. Turned me the hell on for a few months.

One thing to keep in mind is ask yourself what you fixate on? Their shape? The size? The sheer depravity of the idea?
 
I grew up in a Caribbean island where teenagers, male teenagers to be specific, always messed around with animals. And even though adults don't really talk about it, they all know it happens. So to me it's always being kinda normal I guess, although I'm not exclusively into animals, I recently have found myself watching zoo porn more than usual. I'm gay and very kinky and so is my partner, and even though he doesn't seek it out he's also ok with it as long as the animals don't suffer which I agree with. Registering to this site has been the very first step towards finding and maybe play with other gay zoos who like sharing their animals. Sadly I don't have any animals at the moment so I'd have yo rely on the help of others which is why I'm here. So to those gay zoos, reach out and let's chat.
 
My first time was when I was part of a dom/sub relationship and was forced. Like some other people here I had a lot of guilt and disgust with myself. It wasn't until a few years later when I started a relationship with another person who actually helped me process my feelings. Eventually he helped me start a relationship with his dog. Its been about 4 years but I think I will always have some guilt and disgust (of myself not of my partners) over it because that is how I was raised, but at least now I can use that feeling for my own uses.
 
Very early on. Lived very close to a dairy farm. Had a teacher I fantasized about milking in there. Then I learned there was a term for it called Hucow and from there I quickly turned to enjoying women who love dogs, horses...
 
I felt Guilt for a long time but as I'm a bottom attracted only to males I feels its their decision to mount. To me, thatsconsent
 
kinkysara said:
like a lot of things we do in life there is always that little self doubt as well as the fear of how others perceive your choices, my realization that i had feelings for other girls that went deeper than curiosity, that first kiss and then that wonderful feeling of having found that piece of me that felt so right, the guilt afterwards, the fear of what others would think, how i thought that every body that looked at me knew what I was and what I had done,my unconscious acts of looking a little to long at girls that i liked, the fear they sensed i was a lesbian.
Really no different to my first encounter with a dog still the same deep unsubstantiated fear of being found out, still that sense of doing something frowned upon by many, that little sense of shame that it felt so good to be me, the only difference today is that i'm open about my sexual preference with other women, I've learnt to accept that part of me as being a normal part of who I am, But not ready to come out with my experimenting in bestiality just yet unless it is with a someone who is also active.
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I am curious to hear rest of story
 
I arrived at the realization by accident. Attended a very naughty sex show in Paris as a young man.
The final act was a red headed woman and her Irish wolf hound. The hound went at her with gusto.
The lady was really enjoying it or was a very good actress. This turned my crank big time. Learned something
about myself and no guilt.
 
In early teens played with female dog, then stopped due to guilt. In mid 30’s rediscovered via a friend but always felt bad for liking. Relationship for years, then that ended and now it’s my guilty pleasure
 
I won't lie... I still struggle with it even at this age. But, I figure that it's a process.
 
cl0ud said:
Did you ever have feelings of guilt for being into it? How did you get over those feelings and come to accept that you're into it? Curious about hearing peoples stories, as it took me a long time to be comfortable with the fact that I'm into it. I do still have some pangs of guilt, but I dunno, I feel it's not worth worrying about something that you cannot change.
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I've accepted it pride month in 2020 (along with coming out as pansexual and finally labeling myself a furry).

Younger me would've prayed for forgiveness every time I dabbled in it. But seeing other people were into it like me, and knowing the attraction wouldn't leave. I just said, "Fuck it. This is me."
 
lilpuppygirl said:
i struggle with the guilt and try to suppress it only to end up in a depressed state. so now i’m trying to embrace it and accept this side of me. finding like minded people is also helping a lot

It's easy to accept it if you know that your dog enjoys it and you're giving the dog pleasure as well so it's a trade of sorts if your dog didn't like it pretty sure it would let you know some way.
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First was into porn that had their cocks in it like dildos and futa with horsecocks but then looked them up and started watching a lot, post nut I felt so bad and knew how fucked up it was saying to myself I will stop but kept going back, tried to take a break to “fix myself” but after some time went back again and now love it and won’t stop thinking about it
 
cl0ud said:
Did you ever have feelings of guilt for being into it? How did you get over those feelings and come to accept that you're into it? Curious about hearing peoples stories, as it took me a long time to be comfortable with the fact that I'm into it. I do still have some pangs of guilt, but I dunno, I feel it's not worth worrying about something that you cannot change.
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Accepted it without guilt after watching an under the bench sex show in Paris many years ago. The lady and her wolf hound did a great show. The hound was well trained and the lady really enjoyed it or she was a very good actress.
 
In my early teens I think. Started with furry/anthro and progressed onto zoo. Took a some years until I finally couldn´t stop myself and started sneaking out into stables to find mares (and stallions but they are extremely rare). As some have written before, after each time came a period of severe self loathing and an urge to sweep my computer clean from anything zoo but the urges kept comming back. Due to life itself I haven´t been active for many many years now always been peridocally looking at images and clips, masturbating and fantasising.

To me, the acting out is about letting my deepest, most primal urges take control and to let go. It is weird because, as stated before, no one is getting hurt and the animals doesn´t seem to mind but still I felt like shit afterwards. Don´t know if it´s connected to self asteem and such or if it´s because you know how people around you would react if they knew. Probably both.

In Sweden, where I live, beastiality have been legal up until a few years ago. Back then it was regulated within the laws regarding animal cruelty (that is, to be convicted for having sex with an animal it had to be shown that the animal had been suffering). That actuallay made sence. Nowadays however, it´s illegal regardless (which is insane ´cos that´s like making sex between two humans illiegal because a minority is commiting abuse).
 
not too long ago, it's probably been about 5-6 months. I still feel a lot of guilt and shame sadly
 
cl0ud said:
Did you ever have feelings of guilt for being into it? How did you get over those feelings and come to accept that you're into it? Curious about hearing peoples stories, as it took me a long time to be comfortable with the fact that I'm into it. I do still have some pangs of guilt, but I dunno, I feel it's not worth worrying about something that you cannot change.
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When I got fucked the first time by Dexter
 
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