What was your lead in that pushed you / why did you act?

[Tonyhardlad]

There are tons of questions about how people started, not many or any, on what the initial push was. So I was curious. What trigger lead you into the lifestyle?

Ok it was by accident. I had a beautiful Alsatian dog about 30 yrs ago...he followed me everywhere, was very needy - I think now it's identified as 'separation anxiety'. Anyway, one day I went to the bathroom to take a piss & forgot to shut the door. He followed me and seeing my pissing dick started to lick and drink from it...I was going to stop him but was kind of fascinated & started getting horny. By the time I stopped pissing I was almost fully hard...and let him carry on licking it as it felt so good. He made me cum very quickly - and that began my k9 life with him.

 

[sarahsingletono98]

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so essentially you just had a rebellious nature with a tendance leaning toward self destructive.

 

[andy waters]

so essentially you just had a rebellious nature with a tendance leaning toward self destructive.


yes,well spotted, i think i did although it runs much much deeper than surface or personality level, much deeper animalistic urges, almost primevil tendencies, an old void that just needs to be filled

 

[sarahsingletono98]

just be careful that it is not a temporary fix. The problem with filling a void, is if it does not stick the void reopens wider than it was before. It is a very dangerous slope.

 

[Scroble]

Other- I was a really little kid and had a dog that wanted me to jerk them off and since then I can't get off without watching zoo porn, or messing around with my dog