jefaisçala?
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I have been drawn to animals for over seven years, though I'm not exactly sure when it all began. My interest in animals started with videos of animals mating on YouTube, like zebras, felines, and occasionally dolphins, which eventually led me to develop an attraction to zoophilia.
Initially, I freely explored various zoo porn websites. Over time, I attempted to suppress my urges because I didn't want to acknowledge this aspect of myself (or perhaps it's easier to ignore while society doesn't accept it). In recent years, I have occasionally revisited my stash of content, only to close it again for months at a time. I also did open 3-4 accounts on ZooVille, and then closed them after the urges subsided. I did read guides and just random stuff on the forum.
Moving on to the story. It has been over eight months since I last engaged with any zoo-related content. While I do watch furry porn, I don't enjoy realistic feral-human stuff. Aside from that, there is one video of two real dogs mating that I particularly like; if this counts as zoo content, it's the only thing I have watched in that timeframe, and not frequently at that.
A few days ago, the desire resurfaced, and I decided to act on it. I had saved some archived content from the BeastForums dump (male dogs with female humans), so I simply plugged in my drive and began exploring. Since then, zoo-related thoughts have been intruding on my mind at least once a day.
To make things worse, I have a female dog at my family home. She is a little more than 1m long (not counting the tail), and weights about 20kgs. She likely has lived nearly half her lifespan. She isn't neutered (I think we should do it to address hormonal issues I suspect she has). I like her very much and it's reciprocal (or so I think). I've always thought I shouldn't do any zoo stuff with her because 1. she hasn't been trained for that, and 2. I don't want her to ask for sex or anything like that, ever, in case family members notice. I don't want to risk anyone knowing.
Today, as I was crouching to pet her, she seemed eager. After some typical petting (she likes having her hind legs massaged), she clearly wanted to sniff at my dick. She then tried to lick it through my pants, leaving saliva there. It probably did smell a bit stronger than usual because I had masturbated the previous night. I pushed her back because family members were nearby, although I'm sure we were'nt seen. One last info, while petting her I smelled something I had already smelled before on her; I suspect it comes from her vagina and probably means she's in heat.
Anyway, what she wanted was really clear and now I'm having a hard time deciding if I should just let her do it once we're alone.
So yeah that's my ramblings. I really want to try, and submit to my inner demons; but also, it would the first zoophilic act I actually commit, so it's kind of a big leap, and I don't think I can go back afterwards. Thoughts ?
P.S.: I used an AI to try to make the text less identifiable. It kinda worked like shit and I had to re-change the text afterwards, but maybe with the right prompt this can be a really good anonymization tool. Tell me your thoughts on that too !
Initially, I freely explored various zoo porn websites. Over time, I attempted to suppress my urges because I didn't want to acknowledge this aspect of myself (or perhaps it's easier to ignore while society doesn't accept it). In recent years, I have occasionally revisited my stash of content, only to close it again for months at a time. I also did open 3-4 accounts on ZooVille, and then closed them after the urges subsided. I did read guides and just random stuff on the forum.
Moving on to the story. It has been over eight months since I last engaged with any zoo-related content. While I do watch furry porn, I don't enjoy realistic feral-human stuff. Aside from that, there is one video of two real dogs mating that I particularly like; if this counts as zoo content, it's the only thing I have watched in that timeframe, and not frequently at that.
A few days ago, the desire resurfaced, and I decided to act on it. I had saved some archived content from the BeastForums dump (male dogs with female humans), so I simply plugged in my drive and began exploring. Since then, zoo-related thoughts have been intruding on my mind at least once a day.
To make things worse, I have a female dog at my family home. She is a little more than 1m long (not counting the tail), and weights about 20kgs. She likely has lived nearly half her lifespan. She isn't neutered (I think we should do it to address hormonal issues I suspect she has). I like her very much and it's reciprocal (or so I think). I've always thought I shouldn't do any zoo stuff with her because 1. she hasn't been trained for that, and 2. I don't want her to ask for sex or anything like that, ever, in case family members notice. I don't want to risk anyone knowing.
Today, as I was crouching to pet her, she seemed eager. After some typical petting (she likes having her hind legs massaged), she clearly wanted to sniff at my dick. She then tried to lick it through my pants, leaving saliva there. It probably did smell a bit stronger than usual because I had masturbated the previous night. I pushed her back because family members were nearby, although I'm sure we were'nt seen. One last info, while petting her I smelled something I had already smelled before on her; I suspect it comes from her vagina and probably means she's in heat.
Anyway, what she wanted was really clear and now I'm having a hard time deciding if I should just let her do it once we're alone.
So yeah that's my ramblings. I really want to try, and submit to my inner demons; but also, it would the first zoophilic act I actually commit, so it's kind of a big leap, and I don't think I can go back afterwards. Thoughts ?
P.S.: I used an AI to try to make the text less identifiable. It kinda worked like shit and I had to re-change the text afterwards, but maybe with the right prompt this can be a really good anonymization tool. Tell me your thoughts on that too !