Uncertain

[tblat]

So I have been viewing this kind of porn for years. It's always grabbed my interest. But it's only ever been porn. I've never seen anything IRL, nor have I known anyone who lives the lifestyle (as far as I know). So I often wonder if I'm really into this life style, or is it just the pictures and videos I like? Anyone else in a similar position? Anyone who has been where I am and got to experience it for real?

 

[RoyT1945]

I understand completely! I have been interested in this’Taboo’ subject for over 30 years. It began with my witnessing our female Great Dane being bread. I was was so sexually aroused I had to leave. Soon after that I got my first computer and discovered whole new world was out there. Long story short, I started watching beastiality porn. I have tried to find people who are active in this to chat with in hopes of finding someone to share, in person, their experiences and animals. Never happened! It’s totally frustrating. Tons of people, photos, videos, and sites, yet, no one willing to share!

 

[littlepup]

I think you would have to bring into consideration in an honest sense whether or not your love for animals is strictly erotic or a combination of both attraction and sincere love. The simple route to discover your emotions is to ask yourself questions -- e.g. What do you think about throughout the day? is your companion always on your mind? Do you dream of a day where you have land of your own and a home to stay with your partner? Do you feel that 'butterfly' feeling when you are around particular animals?

If you have a hard time answering these questions then I would suggest it is probably either that you have not had any animal companionship yet, so you would not know -- or it is in fact only erotic for you. In any case, I would leave fantasy in your mind because you would be doing a terrible disservice to both you and your companion if it was only about 'I can't wait to have sex with them again' I mean, this thought probably exists with all zoos xD but I think there is a significant difference of quality, wherein you are always there for them, care for their every need, go on walks, play with each other, etc. The same is true with a Human, you care for their needs, laugh, and have fun with each other. and of course everything that follows along with that; the bad moments, the happy moments, the sad moments, and the sexy moments.

As for the 'Anyone got to experience it for real' part of your question, Yes, I have experience it for real xD. And the feelings I have afterward are always the same even after being 'clear-headed' to put it unexplicitly

If you have any other questions I would be glad to talk about them

 

[littlepup]

This is the particular quandary that’s kept me from getting a dog of my own. I absolutely adore animals and know that I would make an amazing dog dad, but I also feel extremely guilty for considering the sexual possibilities of owning my dog. That guilt is exactly what has kept me from adopting a new dog. It was less of an issue when I was younger and already had dogs that loved me and felt safe enough to allow me to work through my budding interests with them.

This all depends, and can go both ways. I would suggest if you feel that you would be providing yourself and your companion with mutual joy then getting a pup or adopting I think would be great for you. If you feel as though you would experience too much apprehension and anxiety then I would suggest to not adopt. The issue is very understandable, but you have to ask yourself what are you gulity over specifically? your attraction? the idea you may lose control or 'use' them? that your feelings would be ever present while interacting with them?

I may be biased, but you shouldn't feel guilt over your attraction. I think if you are a Zoo, those feelings will always exist, just know that It's always possible to give you and your companion a great loving relationship that would be beneficial for the both of you. I hope you find happiness in your choices.