zetaoptimis
Tourist
Heyo o/, I'm a 22/m here from NJ raised in a heavily Christian home. I've been viewing this forum since I was pretty young but never thought to make an account or comment.
I've been attracted to animals (more specifically dogs, horses, and sheep) ever since I was 13. I came across bestiality videos and photos on accident whilst browsing the web on my DSi (who remembers those?). I was always curious as a kid after seeing porn. First seeing women, then wondering what if the woman looked like an animal (yiff), then wondering what if it was an animal. After seeing my first glimpses of bestiality on XNXX (weird it was on there) I became hooked.
Years later, my family got a dog a cute little blue heeler, and soon I started getting feelings like never before and my curiosity got the better of me once again. You can probably tell what happened next, secretly until I finally went off to college. My "Christian morals" made me feel guilty as well as various articles and laws. However, after I left college I found out about the zeta symbol on Twitter and what it meant and used it as a way to connect with others who were into this like I was. I became prideful in it, so much so that I decided to tell my girlfriend of 4 years, all on social media and friends. Gf stayed but shamed me for it, some friends left but the good ones stayed, and I had multiple doxing attempts acted on me until I was banned from Twitter.
I once again felt ashamed and alone for quite some time since my fellow zoophiles were also banned on Twitter and Discord. I broke up with my GF early this year, made a name for myself in the TV and Film industry, and am planning to move out of this state. Though things are going well for the most part, I'm looking for another partner who doesn't mind zoophilia and stuff. Anywho, apologies for the long rant. Nice to meet y'all.
I've been attracted to animals (more specifically dogs, horses, and sheep) ever since I was 13. I came across bestiality videos and photos on accident whilst browsing the web on my DSi (who remembers those?). I was always curious as a kid after seeing porn. First seeing women, then wondering what if the woman looked like an animal (yiff), then wondering what if it was an animal. After seeing my first glimpses of bestiality on XNXX (weird it was on there) I became hooked.
Years later, my family got a dog a cute little blue heeler, and soon I started getting feelings like never before and my curiosity got the better of me once again. You can probably tell what happened next, secretly until I finally went off to college. My "Christian morals" made me feel guilty as well as various articles and laws. However, after I left college I found out about the zeta symbol on Twitter and what it meant and used it as a way to connect with others who were into this like I was. I became prideful in it, so much so that I decided to tell my girlfriend of 4 years, all on social media and friends. Gf stayed but shamed me for it, some friends left but the good ones stayed, and I had multiple doxing attempts acted on me until I was banned from Twitter.
I once again felt ashamed and alone for quite some time since my fellow zoophiles were also banned on Twitter and Discord. I broke up with my GF early this year, made a name for myself in the TV and Film industry, and am planning to move out of this state. Though things are going well for the most part, I'm looking for another partner who doesn't mind zoophilia and stuff. Anywho, apologies for the long rant. Nice to meet y'all.