JayUK
Tourist
Already did one but it was very short... I think its time I did another and a proper one.
So Hey All!
I'm Jay... obviously!..
Some of you may know my story from my recent posts and if you haven't read them I invite you to go read.
Been zoo since I was a young teen... never knew anything about it/never thought about it but an older friend as a joke sent an email containing an explicit animalsex picture containing a woman and a horse (yeah not really a joke was it at my age?!) Well anyway it started my journey off.
I was a very timid, self conscious boy with social anxiety.. and looking back at that boy now as an adult... he was an undiagnosed slightly autistic boy who struggled massively with feelings.
That boy was way too shy to approach girls and it didnt help that he was bullied right from primary to and through secondary... not physically as TBH with you he would probably flatten most people. Still the torment was bad.
Hormones came in and having access to stallions/mares after seeing what I had triggered a curiosity... so I lost my virginity to a small handed mare whom I'd gotten very close with over the span of a year. I enjoyed it.. it felt great and being my first sexual encounters of any kind I didn't know any different. We had many more encounters.. she would present and wink for me to touch her... I had intercourse with her many times and also had a fair few fisting sessions... bringing her to gushing orgasms each time.. our relationship was great... however it was a risky one as she was a unstabled girl in our fields that had forests... it also had a public path running through it stile to stile... the inevitable happened and I was spotted, I was arrested later that day and my life went from bad to worse. It was published by papers.. the works. Life was hard for years but I got through. That was the end for me and her.
Years later I had to chance and took it to suck on a mine stallion (cock was not so mini haha) and he happily let me suck stroke him. He was never active and thrust and never came but seemed to enjoy the feeling.. much to my delight.
I again tried with a big stallion at a later date... I'd gotten to know him and we trusted each other.. I trusted too much and forgot he is an animal... I grabbed his cock gently when he dropped and he didn't take kindly to it.. he turned his rear and kicked out... as he turned I tried to move away and took a hoof to the back of my head.. I remember flipping fully over and enough more to land on my back... I went numb and couldn't move for a few seconds before managing to get up and get the fuck outta there : so from someone who learnt the hard way.. dont fuck about as it could be last thing you do!
Anyway... from that point on i locked it in my head and never indulged again... zoo porn was still my goto and is still my biggest kink. My story continued recently and that's in my previous recent post "what have I done"
Now genuinely looking to make genuine friends... with a view of building enough trust over the years to maybe actually meet!
Also here for anyone that needs an ear or advice.
Jay
So Hey All!
I'm Jay... obviously!..
Some of you may know my story from my recent posts and if you haven't read them I invite you to go read.
Been zoo since I was a young teen... never knew anything about it/never thought about it but an older friend as a joke sent an email containing an explicit animalsex picture containing a woman and a horse (yeah not really a joke was it at my age?!) Well anyway it started my journey off.
I was a very timid, self conscious boy with social anxiety.. and looking back at that boy now as an adult... he was an undiagnosed slightly autistic boy who struggled massively with feelings.
That boy was way too shy to approach girls and it didnt help that he was bullied right from primary to and through secondary... not physically as TBH with you he would probably flatten most people. Still the torment was bad.
Hormones came in and having access to stallions/mares after seeing what I had triggered a curiosity... so I lost my virginity to a small handed mare whom I'd gotten very close with over the span of a year. I enjoyed it.. it felt great and being my first sexual encounters of any kind I didn't know any different. We had many more encounters.. she would present and wink for me to touch her... I had intercourse with her many times and also had a fair few fisting sessions... bringing her to gushing orgasms each time.. our relationship was great... however it was a risky one as she was a unstabled girl in our fields that had forests... it also had a public path running through it stile to stile... the inevitable happened and I was spotted, I was arrested later that day and my life went from bad to worse. It was published by papers.. the works. Life was hard for years but I got through. That was the end for me and her.
Years later I had to chance and took it to suck on a mine stallion (cock was not so mini haha) and he happily let me suck stroke him. He was never active and thrust and never came but seemed to enjoy the feeling.. much to my delight.
I again tried with a big stallion at a later date... I'd gotten to know him and we trusted each other.. I trusted too much and forgot he is an animal... I grabbed his cock gently when he dropped and he didn't take kindly to it.. he turned his rear and kicked out... as he turned I tried to move away and took a hoof to the back of my head.. I remember flipping fully over and enough more to land on my back... I went numb and couldn't move for a few seconds before managing to get up and get the fuck outta there : so from someone who learnt the hard way.. dont fuck about as it could be last thing you do!
Anyway... from that point on i locked it in my head and never indulged again... zoo porn was still my goto and is still my biggest kink. My story continued recently and that's in my previous recent post "what have I done"
Now genuinely looking to make genuine friends... with a view of building enough trust over the years to maybe actually meet!
Also here for anyone that needs an ear or advice.
Jay
