Moments of guilt? Ups and downs?

I've had several chances to gently explore with dogs, one a very loving and friendly but clipped male and a shy but affectionate intact female, but every time I would be too nervous and guilty about what I was going to do, so I never did much beyond cumming onto the floor in front of the girl dog. Nowadays I feel guilty I never took the chance to experience even seeing how they feel if I were to touch them. Even that last sentence feels creepy after typing it, lol... I'm in hell haha
 
I never feel guilt about the fetish. The only times I'll feel guilt is when I tread into the territory of addiction. Then I'll step away and abstain, get really horny and that absolves all the guilt. Nothing in itself wrong with enjoying animal porn, animal sex, or even doing it behind your partners back in my opinion. Its an animal. It doesn't count as cheating. Its also completely understandable why you're not being open with them about it. And you would only be taking advantage of the dog if this was non consensual and I don't think that's what you're doing. I say just keep enjoying your little secret guilt free.

Yeah, overall I feel less guilt now than I did then. Now it's more like, I really want to play with and enjoy physical connection with other animals and dealing with all those kinds of feelings, you know
 
Sometimes when I'm super horny I can get kind of freaky and that has made me examine myself. Also I have felt bad when I get off 5 or more times in a day, no matter how I do it.

I think if I was actually a bad person though I'd have to be hurting something else. I usually stick to jacking off and letting a dog lick me while I do. Also all my dogs totally want to mount me when I I let them, so what's the real harm? I am definitely weird, but I am not manipulating a woman's feeling to get into bed with them, then leaving them when I get what I want. Not caring about the affect this has on them for instance. That is more normal than letting a dog eat you out but there's no real harm in this last scenario.
 
The best thing to that I found which helps, is a partner that is into it and understands...
Sadly, most of us are unable to find a partner into it, especially for guys that are straight. Not enough women on here and it is hard for a guy to out himself to his GF in hopes she is also into it, while chancing she is not and will turn him in.

I am thankful I have no guilt over giving my stallions an orgasm using my ass.
 
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well, guilt is usually part of the cycle in any out of the accepted norm human behavior, it's also relative to what kind of restrictions are imposed on your society, for an example if you were born in a country that legalizes weed... you will never feel the guilt of a conservatively raised religious person who occassionally takes a couple of puffs
 
well, guilt is usually part of the cycle in any out of the accepted norm human behavior, it's also relative to what kind of restrictions are imposed on your society, for an example if you were born in a country that legalizes weed... you will never feel the guilt of a conservatively raised religious person who occassionally takes a couple of puffs
I disagree. Guilt is tied to a person's personality.
Zoophilia is illegal in every state I have ever lived in, however I have never felt any guilt over having sex with animals, despite it is not the norm.
Having sex with an animal does not harm anyone, does not harm the animal etc., so why should I feel guilty.

Now, if I was to do something during sex to accidentally hurt an animal (like someone having sex with an animal that is too small, too young, resisting and they try to force etc.), then I would feel guilt. But when I let my stallions hump me up the butt, none of those things happen, so there is absolutely no reason for me to feel guilt, and thus, I don't!
 
I disagree. Guilt is tied to a person's personality.
Zoophilia is illegal in every state I have ever lived in, however I have never felt any guilt over having sex with animals, despite it is not the norm.
Having sex with an animal does not harm anyone, does not harm the animal etc., so why should I feel guilty.

Now, if I was to do something during sex to accidentally hurt an animal (like someone having sex with an animal that is too small, too young, resisting and they try to force etc.), then I would feel guilt. But when I let my stallions hump me up the butt, none of those things happen, so there is absolutely no reason for me to feel guilt, and thus, I don't!
All I'm saying is that guilt is relative to ones limit of taboos, what someone sees as a taboo someone else might not... guilt about something is just a reflection of the inner convection about that thing :)
 
I'm always rather passive / submissive if I let a dog mount me (F35), and never force him to do anything. If I then feel how keen he is to hump me and have his way, I don't think he's suffering from the experience. Also, as soon as I start offering myself to my dog, he gets really excited and can't wait to jump me. That are not signs of a dog that is suffering from the experience, quite the opposite. So, I don't feel guilty.
 
I'm always rather passive / submissive if I let a dog mount me (F35), and never force him to do anything. If I then feel how keen he is to hump me and have his way, I don't think he's suffering from the experience. Also, as soon as I start offering myself to my dog, he gets really excited and can't wait to jump me. That are not signs of a dog that is suffering from the experience, quite the opposite. So, I don't feel guilty.
You must feel incredible to him if he can't wait to be inside you.
 
Hi you’re absolutely right about Covid. It’s driving me crazy. It’s also making harder to be alone to feel comfortable. I’m constantly around my partner and constantly around our dog. And constantly horny, and then constantly guilty for sneaking around behind his back in our home. Or locking myself in the bathroom to read/post here.
Maybe bringing up the matter, as by accident. Just to see his reaction to the subject. Be carefull, it can breat up your marriage if he opposess to it.
 
We joke about it which leaves me confused. We have a peculiar sense of humor though so I really can’t tell.
Didnt read this one, i can understand your confusion.
I think its hard to admit to a partner if you dont know his real feelings about it. He wont admit it just as you wont.
Maybe , as by accident let out a wow if you see a dog mate, Might catch his attention
 
@knottymelbourne,

everything you have written is totally understandable. You want your husband to fully accept you as you are, with your kinks and everything. You want to be able to share that part of your sexuality with him, and not to have to constantly hide it. Not knowing where you stand with him regarding this issue is what is causing you such tension - you want to fully enjoy you k9 but there is this shadow of a doubt of how your husband would react. I hope you'll find a solution and thread carefully - try to find how feels about it in small steps. Read with him a sex story which features some k9 action or share with him a one page comic with this theme.
 
Constantly. Even with the "acceptance" rising I still have fallbacks where I feel incredibly guilty and terrible for it and wish I would have never started opening up about it.
But I have to be honest with myself and my feelings, it will be much healthier that way in the end.
 
We joke about it which leaves me confused. We have a peculiar sense of humor though so I really can’t tell.
Lots of time joking is a way that many people approach very sensitive topics. I'm not out to my spouse, but I'd like to be. I do however make sure our dog is in our room - our bed, during sex. I want my wife to see that he's part of my life too. she loves the dog, he's devoted to her, and if he had his way he'd lick her all the time. She's hesitant to let him. There's been an occasion or two, where she's seen him, sniff and lick me after we've had sex. When she asked, I quipped, well I guess we're all part of the pack.

Let the discussion flow into more shared moments where the dog is with both of you. Who knows, your husband may be less opposed to it than you think if he's joking about it...
 
I have been feeling unbearably guilty today. I was holding my dad's dog the other night, and she sniffed at my crotch. I was already very aroused by the thought of her licking me, so I gathered my wetness onto my finger and offered it to her to see if she would be down. She immediately licked it up, so I spread myself out for her. She sniffed me, and she continued licking me indirectly off my finger, but seemed very nervous when she got near my groin. So, I did the most disgusting thing I could've and used peanut butter to coax her there. I feel awful, I took advantage of an innocent being. Sorry, this turned into more of a vent than anything but goddamn I feel gross
 
I have been feeling unbearably guilty today. I was holding my dad's dog the other night, and she sniffed at my crotch. I was already very aroused by the thought of her licking me, so I gathered my wetness onto my finger and offered it to her to see if she would be down. She immediately licked it up, so I spread myself out for her. She sniffed me, and she continued licking me indirectly off my finger, but seemed very nervous when she got near my groin. So, I did the most disgusting thing I could've and used peanut butter to coax her there. I feel awful, I took advantage of an innocent being. Sorry, this turned into more of a vent than anything but goddamn I feel gross
No need to feel gross. You weren’t forcing her or mistreating her. You were just showing her that what she wanted was okay with you. It was up to her whether she went there or not.
 
No need to feel gross. You weren’t forcing her or mistreating her. You were just showing her that what she wanted was okay with you. It was up to her whether she went there or not.
she literally baited her into licking a spot that feels good to her just to get her rocks off. to the girl it was nothing but "this tastes good". there's plenty to feel gross about.
 
Hi everyone

Just wondering if anyone else goes through moments of guilt about their fetish? I have moments where I feel really down that I do this behind my partners back, that looking at animal porn is wrong, that Im taking advantage of our dog, it seems to go through varying degrees. Im even sometimes convinced that after I have moments where I am really into it and being really naughty I then have periods of really bad luck, like something bad happens and the universe is punishing me. Which I know is silly, but then I have thoughts of like, is it really?

And then I kind of try to stop, which lasts a week, two, tops, and then Im so horny and so turned on that I take major risks like pretending to go to the kitchen in the middle of the night for a glass of water just so I can let our dog lick me for a few seconds. And I feel so turned on 24/7 and free for a while, and then will have another time where I am guilty again.

Covid lock downs seem to affect it as well. Being home all the time now I am SO turned on I just want to spread my legs for our boy and I want to share it openly with my husband to stop the guilt from setting in but I am so scared, yet horny.

It's just a constant up and down of wanting it, wanting acceptance, to being ashamed, to trying to ignore it, to then being so turned on I cant think of anything else and can not control it.

Sometimes I think I am going crazy
I think its really hot. I would never tell my partner but can't help being yourself. If you ever like to talk about it id love to hear x
 
Honestly? If youre getting serious feelings of guilt and its affecting your day to day life and your own mental health (which it sounds like it is since you decided to make this topic), then my biggest recommendation would be to take a break. You need to clear your head and really think about what being a zoophile means to you and about whether your own feelings towards zoophilia is really worth it to risk you and your husband's relationship (or even your relationship with your dog). Ideally, you would probably want to disclose it to your husband since bottling up emotions is a big no no (trust me).

I left this site for a good while and it gave me the exact break and clearance of the mind that I needed. A moment to reflect on how you really feel, without the biased emotion from constantly logging onto ZooVille.

Atleast thats my two cents lol. I hope you feel better soon <3
 
It's animotional roller coaster just due to the "taboo" nature of this fetish. But until you are able to admit it to yourself and accept yourself for it you will be in this constant battle.
 
Guilt is normal, but sometimes it is the price for doing what you need. I do not believe you need to confess and if you do is it just to make yourself feel better and transfer the burden to your spouse. I have led secret life by choice, and sure, there are moments of guilt but i own them. You will come to grips with the secrets and sometimes its just better that way.
 
Guilt is normal, but sometimes it is the price for doing what you need. I do not believe you need to confess and if you do is it just to make yourself feel better and transfer the burden to your spouse. I have led secret life by choice, and sure, there are moments of guilt but i own them. You will come to grips with the secrets and sometimes its just better that way.
I was just meaning confessing to thereself.
 
I not only felt guilty I felt ashamed and embarrassed for the longest time. It took a lot of self awareness and a several years to come to grasps with it and wasn’t until I meet some others in the lifestyle that I started to feel like I was not alone. This site and similar have tremendously

You shouldn't feel guilt at all. You are a wonderful woman
 
I used to say I didn't care about what society thinks, but over the decades have come to view that as a major simplification of how I feel. I don't feel active negative emotions, but they are there under the surface to gnaw away at me. It's taken a toll. Societal programming is difficult to reject in its entirety. For anybody who is truly free of this, I am envious. Then again, like I was, maybe you are in denial. Logically, if you are a good person and am sensitive to consent issues, you should be okay.
 
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