rexus921
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I’ve known I’m a zooer since like 2010 (I’m in my late 20s now), but I like to keep it in my imagination, not gotten close to anything like that, I have cats but they are my children.
Anyway, my sister moved to London, and basically abandoned all of her animals, including Ember, a beautiful 2 year old lab-bordercol-gsd. I used to walk her to help out my sis, as she never did, she was stuck in a hall way for most of her life and has had little contact inside or out. I feel soo bad about that, and when she said she’s getting ember rehomed, I was overjoyed, as going to any house was better than the life she has been living.
I have had ember over at mine as much as possable, she’s adorable, soo loving and full of, er, well, love. I’ve been taking her out around to shops and walks, but she’s very scared of some people and allllll animals, her fur goes all ruffely when other dogs come near. But I’m trying to get her used to contact with the outside world.
The problem is, the more I take care of her, the more I get invested in her, the sadder I’m going to be if she finnaly gets rehomed. Sadly one attempt failed earlier this month due to my sis lying to the people who came to see her, she said that she was fine with all other dogs and small animals, but she’s bloody not. Not at all. They drove 4 hours just to go home disappointed. I also feel very bad for them, as it was just a waste of time.
I’m now at the point where I’ve spent soo much time with her, i am properly in love with ember. More than any human I’ve know. We click soo much, I love her soo much I don’t even know how to explane. She has serous police dog mode, but then She has goofy floppy girly mode aswell, like if there’s a noise she will stand in front of me and go into guard mode, and then she snaps out of it and rolls over for me to pet her.
Now comes the other part of what I’ve been feeling. Which I feel mixed about. When ever I’m with her, I have the rediculous giddy exitment one would get when talking to a girl you like at school when you were back in the day. I literally get a hard on every time she goes into super pet me mode. And she asks for more, like if I stop giving her attention for a second, she paws my hand to her and looks at me with the eyes of “come on”. She throws herself at me, does a little growl, rolls over and waits for the belly rubs, then she licks her private parts, which the entire situation just gets me hot.
All I want is for her to be happy, my parents are adement that I can’t keep her, and I think she’s never going to be adopted as she’s far too afrade or other animals unless she has proper PROPER training, and my dad says, unless my sis pays for it, no.
I’m going to keep looking after her, try to make her life better, and hope beyond all hope that the people who rule me can see how happy she makes me, and I make her.
She is the love of my life. I can’t think of how I can function without her.
Anyway, my sister moved to London, and basically abandoned all of her animals, including Ember, a beautiful 2 year old lab-bordercol-gsd. I used to walk her to help out my sis, as she never did, she was stuck in a hall way for most of her life and has had little contact inside or out. I feel soo bad about that, and when she said she’s getting ember rehomed, I was overjoyed, as going to any house was better than the life she has been living.
I have had ember over at mine as much as possable, she’s adorable, soo loving and full of, er, well, love. I’ve been taking her out around to shops and walks, but she’s very scared of some people and allllll animals, her fur goes all ruffely when other dogs come near. But I’m trying to get her used to contact with the outside world.
The problem is, the more I take care of her, the more I get invested in her, the sadder I’m going to be if she finnaly gets rehomed. Sadly one attempt failed earlier this month due to my sis lying to the people who came to see her, she said that she was fine with all other dogs and small animals, but she’s bloody not. Not at all. They drove 4 hours just to go home disappointed. I also feel very bad for them, as it was just a waste of time.
I’m now at the point where I’ve spent soo much time with her, i am properly in love with ember. More than any human I’ve know. We click soo much, I love her soo much I don’t even know how to explane. She has serous police dog mode, but then She has goofy floppy girly mode aswell, like if there’s a noise she will stand in front of me and go into guard mode, and then she snaps out of it and rolls over for me to pet her.
Now comes the other part of what I’ve been feeling. Which I feel mixed about. When ever I’m with her, I have the rediculous giddy exitment one would get when talking to a girl you like at school when you were back in the day. I literally get a hard on every time she goes into super pet me mode. And she asks for more, like if I stop giving her attention for a second, she paws my hand to her and looks at me with the eyes of “come on”. She throws herself at me, does a little growl, rolls over and waits for the belly rubs, then she licks her private parts, which the entire situation just gets me hot.
All I want is for her to be happy, my parents are adement that I can’t keep her, and I think she’s never going to be adopted as she’s far too afrade or other animals unless she has proper PROPER training, and my dad says, unless my sis pays for it, no.
I’m going to keep looking after her, try to make her life better, and hope beyond all hope that the people who rule me can see how happy she makes me, and I make her.
She is the love of my life. I can’t think of how I can function without her.
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, if she is as receptive as you say, it shouldn't take much.
BOL
