If you could go back to change one decision in your life would you stop yourself from being zoo?

No. Too many good thing and times came from it. Mades bad times much more bearable and has been something to hope for future.

If something I'd start before and get rid of all the confusion and guilt from the first times and be more decided in fighting for my desires.
 
I probably would have. The addiction, constant thoughts and battling with the feelings associated is something I could absolutely live without. Yes, I love the feeling of my dog inside me, but clarity of mind and lifestyle would be an easy pick over sex.
 
The only thing I'd change, Is getting a job before my life went to shit,
That way when I got to the point I am in now (always in pain, Chest pain, Numbness, Vomitting at night, No Appitate and so on) I could go to the Doc and be like, Fix me. Instead of negative thoughts (Bottle of pills negative thoughts)
 
no way...i definitely had a lot of risky naughty times during my school years
and kinda found my dads gay porn stash when i was about 9. so from there everything was hot n fun n new.
had very wide into's even at that age and kinda just let it grow....
Have loved zoo fun and other zoo's for as long as i can remember....
if anything id change it'd probably be a Male intact dog growing up instead of my Girl tho she was beautiful...
just liked the dick a bit more so if given the chance for THAT back then id totally have dived in deep from the minute i got in the door fro school haha.

i guess my 2 step bros kinda kept me busy enough but yeah a naughty lil fuck from way back..
god i love ZV
 
Nah met plenty of cool people from the zoo lifestyle and I just can't imagine turning a blind eye to all the sexy animals out there as well as the people who take care of them
 
I can't think of an "event" or any decision that would have made me a zoophile. I don't think decisions define your sexuality. That being said if I could change my sexuality, I would give absolutely everything I have to feel attraction to men or woman the way I feel attracted to animals. Do I feel there's something wrong with me, no. However, the world feels differently, and I have to live in it.
 
if i were to go back in time to stop multiple occasions, it would probably still not change the fact im a zoo. there are other things i would like to go back in time to change which would have major impacts, but nothing would be relating to zoo.
 
What makes you think I ever had a choice in the matter? What makes you think anybody does?
 
I wouldn't change a thing except for how our relationship started out. I wish I could go back a year or two earlier and convince myself to bring her home then. Cause that would have been a few less years of her sleeping in the dirt and a few more in the lap of luxury. I really try to treat her with every ounce of love I can muster and I spoil her with every chance I get. So no I don't want to change the fact that I am zoo I don't regret loving animals more than people. Thought I wish I knew someone close to me irl that I could have shared my journey with it's been hard going at this surrounded by people I love and respect without being able to talk about what was really bothering me. And there's always the stress from the possibility of getting found out by those same people. At the end of the day I love my girl and I would do anything for her.
 
YIMBY said:
What makes you think I ever had a choice in the matter? What makes you think anybody does?
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If this is all just destined to happen then why are we given the opportunity in the first place? I mean really I had the chance to do nothing I could have just kept walking past the dirt/shit covered piss smelling animal but that's what everyone else did. I'll put it this way "Two roads diverged in a wood somewhere and I, I took the one less traveled by" (Frost, The Road Not Taken). That's how I know my choices are my own. I had a chance at a normal life but I chose this place, these people.
 
Jester said:
Really the only thing I would change is throwing a large chunk of money into Bitcoin.... when it was practically worthless.
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Ya I was offered 100 bit coin for 100$ and I didn't buy it because fake money has no value🤦 to this day its the greatest regret of my life
 
There was a point in my life, like my mid-20's when I was still grappling with having different desires than everyone I knew around me, when I was carrying a lot of weight around my shoulders. At that point in time, I probably would have wished I never dipped my toe into the zoo pool (hell, to be fair, I dove in head first!) But now, I love who I am and think its great I like something most people wouldn't even consider because I see nothing wrong with giving a fellow creature love and enjoyment.

If there's anything I WOULD change, it would be to avoid wasting 10-15 years fretting over it and just enjoy it!!
 
Stormurhryssa said:
Ya I was offered 100 bit coin for 100$ and I didn't buy it because fake money has no value🤦 to this day its the greatest regret of my life
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D'OH!!!!! That hurts! I also had friends investing in BC early on, and I couldn't be bothered. FUK!
 
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If there were such a decision that set me on this path, sure. If my sexuality were affected by such, I'd be as happy in a more typical relationship as I am now, but without the social problems. I'm happy with my life, but time takes its toll on a dogzoo; I'd selfishly save myself that grief. That said, I don't think there's anything I could have done to affect it, I believe it was inevitable.
 
Like the one guy said buy bitcoin. Instead of wasting my money on bullets and candy I would of bought bitcoin with my money growing up. Litterly all of my problems would be solved.
 
ferritlove said:
I did stop myself from being zoo, for about 10 years early on... it was pretty awful. It didn't last. I just wish it were acceptable so I didn't have to hide it from the world.
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Yes, been there.
I sort of managed stopping animal sexual urges for a few years because I found it ill that sexuality was my first thought when seeing an animal.
But things looked sort of bland and live was quite boring.
I went back to my old self on purpose. And happier as by then I could enjoy the animal AND get sexual too but as separate trains of thoughts. Been happy with it since.

Looking back, my guilt was never loving animals but that sexuality made miss most of the other enjoyment with them.

I *might* get back and shorten that first part andcstart earlier with my present :)
 
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