Feeling guilty

Locoluv said:
@Chfr707 I have been zoo for over 50 years, yes I have felt guilty, ashamed and weird over the years, have I been able to change or stop my love or lust for animals, no! have I tried to repress my sexuality yes has it worked nope. Has Zooville helped me yes a lot, wish we had ZV 40 years ago my life would have been way different. Accepting who/how I am has been a long process, knowing that I am not the only one on the planet also helps. there are lots of good people here, we are all only scum in the eyes of most societies, we are not that, just misunderstood, I do not condone any cruelty or forcing of animals. Stay safe have fun and good luck learning who you are
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Thank You for giving me hope
 
doggiekels said:
I used to feel the same but I met a guy 4 years ago and we become good friends and still are now and we have been so open with each other and when we realised we shared the same interest it felt so nice to be able to talk openly with someone. This seems a good outlet to talk to people I for one am happy to chat to people
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Lucky you 🍀😊
 
My first experience was many years ago and afterwards I felt such shame and guilt for allowing it to happen that just tried to put it out of my mind. Over time my perception changed and I started getting so turned on just thinking about it that it was my "go to" memory that I'd use whenever I wanted to get off.

Fast forward many years to 2020 when I find myself with a canine companion again and it was just a matter of time until something happened with him. Now I experience the exact same emotions as many years ago but on a much shorter timescale and they are much less intense, normally when he's done with me I have doubts about what I'm doing and feel a little uneasy about it but they are just fleeting and to be honest you can experience the exact same emotions after sex with a guy.

I'm totally at ease with the situation now and once you accept it for what it is you can just get on with it guilt free.
 
CougarSecret said:
My first experience was many years ago and afterwards I felt such shame and guilt for allowing it to happen that just tried to put it out of my mind. Over time my perception changed and I started getting so turned on just thinking about it that it was my "go to" memory that I'd use whenever I wanted to get off.

Fast forward many years to 2020 when I find myself with a canine companion again and it was just a matter of time until something happened with him. Now I experience the exact same emotions as many years ago but on a much shorter timescale and they are much less intense, normally when he's done with me I have doubts about what I'm doing and feel a little uneasy about it but they are just fleeting and to be honest you can experience the exact same emotions after sex with a guy.

I'm totally at ease with the situation now and once you accept it for what it is you can just get on with it guilt free.
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Way to go! 👏🏻👏🏻😊
 
This is something I've struggled with in the past too, but from the perspective of wanting horse cock (a lot) and knowing it'll probably never happen. So instead I would bookmark sites/save pics etc. then feel incredibly guilty and delete them all. The cycle would repeat over and over for long periods of time until I finally had it. I keep a collection for myself and access it when I need it. I masturbate to horse cocks more than I do anything else. And when my mind is filled with nothing but that I don't shame myself or feel guilty anymore. So at least if anyone needs any support in the area of accepting your needs, feel free to reach out to me.
 
noperson69 said:
I highly recommend checking out the porn threads on here! Videos can sometimes take a while to load but usually they’re worth it, I’d never seen animals enjoy sex so much until this site! I avoided most zoo porn on the internet for a long time bc I can’t really enjoy it if I feel like the animal might be in pain, but I’ve realllyyy liked a lot of the stuff posted here
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I agreee,when it looks like the ability is hurting or stressed out it instantly turns me off
 
I never felt guilty. Sure I was nervous my first time and still always get a rush when it happens, but I own the act completely. We as human-beings are innately animals by nature, so I’m proud at my ability to form deep bonds with my boys and in turn be able to have a sexual relationship with them. It might help to even completely dissociate from your cognitive ego and revert to a being off pure passion and ferocity.
 
Elmorous said:
I completely agree with Tennisballs24. Human society looks upon itself as an apex species with all other 'animals' being inferior. This thinking began centuries ago when animals such as horses and dogs were kept for a purpose and not for companionship. What we as humans forget is that we TOO are in the kingdom animalia and are animals as well. As long as your interest involves consensual feelings between you and your 'partner', simply enjoy what they offer you as they TOO are benefitting from it.
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The thinking seems to have really begun about 4000 years ago when humans made the connection between rabies and animals.

Prior to that, it seems that it was accepted although some will argue that because they claim there is little written history on this matter, however the Romans evidently had animal brothels, and it appears it was common in Greek society as well.

There were also several ancient authors that talked about it, however I have yet to read any of their work.

The history is actually a fascinating subject for me and there's an entire thread on it, but have been busy with other things lately so haven't done much in this area in a bit.
 
redkulls said:
How do you sorta stop feeling guilty?
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For me it was coming to realize that this desire came from somewhere deep inside me, and then when my dog apparently felt the same towards me, it just kinda all fell into place.

When I brought religion into my mind, the idea that if God is real, and He made me and my dog, then why is this desire in both of us unless He put it there.

And I know what I feel for him is love, and love is not wrong.
 
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