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Bulldozer72

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Many years back I came over a video of a stallion fucking a Brazilian girl and since I was completely inexperienced with zoo porn and knew there is a massive taboo about it I immediately dismissed the video. Days went, maybe weeks and every time I was watching my “normal” porn that horse video came back in my head. After a while I gave in to my curiosity and started searching for “horse on girl” porn and boy were I in for the transformation of my life. Once I started to explore the topic and found some more or less good sites to browse it quickly came to me that nothing pornographic I’ve ever seen before could compete with the stuff I saw now.
I quickly became a little disturbed (I guess you can say) and didn’t really accept normal porn anymore or just couldn’t get anything out of it unless it was anything more kinky than vanilla.
The wife i had at the time didn’t know anything about my new discoveries and I didn’t have the balls to tell her or anyone else about my zoo
fantasies. So I lived in a lie for many years until she by accident discovered my secret and boy did I get a reaction! I went from being that loving caring wonderful dad and husband to be a perverted sick monster over night. She even started calling friends and family about me and my sick behavior that in her eyes where equally sick as pedophilia. Needless to say a very rough time where to come with a lot of crying, arguing and talks. And in many ways I got her to understand that the material I was watching didn’t in any way harm the animals physically nor mentally or emotionally. But she never accepted it fully.

I’m now divorced, single and happy (but searching ;).. I have made up my mind to be completely transparent about my interest in bestiality to new women I meet and so far it has been a dealbreaker but I’ll never give up. Therefore I’ve been searching lately for forums and community’s like this in hope of finding someone that has the same interests and addiction to the wonderful world of bestiality. A woman that will love both me and my fantastic 4 yr old Doberman Ike equally, and there’s a lot of space for more family members too at the farm ;) Please feel free to comment if you have similar experiences or if you’re that special one hiding under the rock :p
 
So many have started in this same way. They never knew that they had interests in bestiality until they view it and it stays in their mind. They discover that it turns them on more than vanilla porn ever came close to as you did.

I hope you can find that special someone to share life with. At least you are on the right track I would say. Telling them up front will save wasting time with someone that turns out like your ex. Be assured that there are women out there that share the same desires as you. They too want a partner that has the open mind and will accept them along with their bestiality.
 
So many have started in this same way. They never knew that they had interests in bestiality until they view it and it stays in their mind. They discover that it turns them on more than vanilla porn ever came close to as you did.

I hope you can find that special someone to share life with. At least you are on the right track I would say. Telling them up front will save wasting time with someone that turns out like your ex. Be assured that there are women out there that share the same desires as you. They too want a partner that has the open mind and will accept them along with their bestiality.

Yes the one thing I’m sure of is that if I am going to share my life with another woman she have to be into this as well. It’s such a fundamental part of my sexuality and my person now that it would be impossible otherwise. Thank you very much for your comment ❤️
 
Many years back I came over a video of a stallion fucking a Brazilian girl and since I was completely inexperienced with zoo porn and knew there is a massive taboo about it I immediately dismissed the video. Days went, maybe weeks and every time I was watching my “normal” porn that horse video came back in my head. After a while I gave in to my curiosity and started searching for “horse on girl” porn and boy were I in for the transformation of my life. Once I started to explore the topic and found some more or less good sites to browse it quickly came to me that nothing pornographic I’ve ever seen before could compete with the stuff I saw now.
I quickly became a little disturbed (I guess you can say) and didn’t really accept normal porn anymore or just couldn’t get anything out of it unless it was anything more kinky than vanilla.
The wife i had at the time didn’t know anything about my new discoveries and I didn’t have the balls to tell her or anyone else about my zoo
fantasies. So I lived in a lie for many years until she by accident discovered my secret and boy did I get a reaction! I went from being that loving caring wonderful dad and husband to be a perverted sick monster over night. She even started calling friends and family about me and my sick behavior that in her eyes where equally sick as pedophilia. Needless to say a very rough time where to come with a lot of crying, arguing and talks. And in many ways I got her to understand that the material I was watching didn’t in any way harm the animals physically nor mentally or emotionally. But she never accepted it fully.

I’m now divorced, single and happy (but searching ;).. I have made up my mind to be completely transparent about my interest in bestiality to new women I meet and so far it has been a dealbreaker but I’ll never give up. Therefore I’ve been searching lately for forums and community’s like this in hope of finding someone that has the same interests and addiction to the wonderful world of bestiality. A woman that will love both me and my fantastic 4 yr old Doberman Ike equally, and there’s a lot of space for more family members too at the farm ;) Please feel free to comment if you have similar experiences or if you’re that special one hiding under the rock :p
Like attracts like. Plus, by being transparent, honest, up-front about your passions/fetishes, your energy alone will start driving the right female companion(s) towards you. I see it happening my friend. Stay resolute and don't lose your focus. Good for you!!
I'm just jealous that I'm not in with a chance! LOL.
Keep us posted. I love that your posts are so open and heartfelt, as well as sexy and horny other times!!
 
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