Can't hide my attraction!

[Wonderingcowboy]

So I've been dating a guy for about 9 months and since we've gotten more serious, I've not been so active in the zoo lifestyle. However while watching YouTube a video on dog training came on and I got so turned on that I started watching some old Petlust video and while masturbating my boyfriend walked in. I played it off as an old video that I had gotten when I was younger and something I came across again while cleaning an old USB drive. But have acted on it ( Which is a lie). My old partner which is a 3 year old lab who lives with a friend (also a zoo) has never really left my mind and my friend has always left the door open to me to restart that my relationship with her. So I'm considering maybe seeing her again on the side just not sure how well I would be able to hide it from my BF since catching me watching Zoo porn. Any advice??

 

[Schuppentier]

Maybe just be honest?
I know, it's a crazy concept.

Seroisly, cheating is never a good idea, and always leads down a path, where in the end everyone's is hurt.
Talk to your partner, and if you can't talk to your partner about sexual preferences, than you should evaluate the relationship you have with him.

 

[MarlinCatch3]

This is a pretty complicated love triangle-quadrangle. I’d get lost and found out so I wouldnt do it.