When did you accept that you liked bestiality?

I started getting intrest when i whas in puberty somehow dog's just aroused me and where ofcourse always my best friends grow up around dog's whas a benefit to, trough out the years i always did try to get it of my mind but that whas pretty hard somehow i always try to find more and more information and vid's, i fully accepted it in my mind when i whas in my mid 20's and started chatting online with people late 20's early 30's.
 
I was in my 30's when I discovered I found it arousing. I was at a friend's and we watched a doc on Ytube about how common it is for men in Colombia to have sex with donkeys and as I sat there watching I started to get a hard on. I was surprised by this.

When I got home that night I do my usual routine of smoking a joint and then having a good JO session with edging while watching porn but then I started thinking about the doc and before I knew it I was watching zoo porn and then I found this wonderful site. I myself am not attracted to animals and I think I get turned on because of the taboo nature of it for me. I love watching men have sex with animals. Interestingly I'm a gay man but love watching men who have sex with female animals and if I would ever have sex with a dog or a horse it would be with the female. I had a rule in the beginning though as that was I would only stroke to watching zoo porn but not cum...to some reason in my mind if I didn't cum I don't feel as guilty lol well now that's changed, now I just let the rope fly because some vids are just too fucking hot!!
That's how I was for a year or so and I still am half the time. I'm still figuring it out. I think regardless of what I am I think that zoophilia should be legal and accepted and sexual relationships with consenting animals (that are of a decent size) should be perfectly alright as well. If it was fully legal I'd be way more likely to try it.
 
i accept it logically that its just a part of me but sadly i do have a bit of guilt about it. technically i accepted it a long time ago but technically i've accepted it more now than i did previously. i discovered it when i was young, like 13 or 14, not quite sure when. my father was dating a woman who had a female pitbull. and idk when it came into heat i saw her parts and i was kinda turned on. before that i had heard of the idea of beastiality/zoophilia (zoophilia wasn't a term back then i think) but id never considered i would be that or that i would ever have any experienced it. i did try some things with the dog but i never actually had penetrative sex in a traditional sense. wish i did though, she was definitely big enough to take it.
 
The first time I was mounted and knotted by a big rottie this feeling of ‘wholeness’ came over me - I felt complete acceptance of myself as a ‘zoo’. Before then I had thought of it as a dirty kink, but once i was deeply bred by this powerful dog I was at peace with myself. Now I understand that it is part of my genuine identity and while I’m very very careful, I feel no guilt at all over my sexual adventures.
Agree. I had for some time loved mating both cows and sows. Despite a religious home, I felt no guilt at all, she liked it and I did, so nothing could be wrong. Although I knew others would not like it, so I kept it for myself.
I am not gay and prefer female animals too, but at some time this nice, clean boar was sniffing around me when I was working in the stall. He had never mated a sow. I had already some time fucked his species. When writing now it occurs to me that he perhaps could smell the last sow I fucked! The sexual curiosity controlled much of my doing, and whenever a sow was receptive, I mated her. So I got this idea to let him mount me. Not long from thought to action. So on knee and elbow I stood stif as a sow does. He sniffed and pushed and then mounted me. Quickly found the target and mated me. As you wrote is was a good feeling to let him control, his warm body, panting and drooling, and feeling him inside. I felt completed that day, two animals hugging and fucking. Good.
 
I was in my 30's when I discovered I found it arousing. I was at a friend's and we watched a doc on Ytube about how common it is for men in Colombia to have sex with donkeys and as I sat there watching I started to get a hard on. I was surprised by this.
I believe the caption on that movie was: "Columbia, a country where the women are beautiful, and the men fuck donkeys".
 
There is a movie on YouTube (search something like Colombia, donkey), where a journalist talked with many big boys and some men and women about it. They were very open about it, told gladly that they liked fucking a donkey. I couldn’t find out what the girls thought, they accepted it, but was not asked, what then after marriage? Some men continued to fuck donkeys and one showed it to the journalist, who was very embarrassed and could not decide whether to look or turn away. So the photographer showed something from a distance of the man fucking a donkey. This film made me very curious, but haven’t found anything apart from a clip about it in an episode of the English series “Fifth gear”.
 
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I accepted it really quickly... It all startes with me watching horses mating on youtube at a young age because I didn´t knw how to find any other porn.
 
I never felt guilt or ashamed for it. When I was 19 I found beastiality online (mostly pics back then) and it never felt wrong watching it. To me, it felt kind of .... natural. I also was never really secretiv about it. Most of my friends knew that I had beastiality in my porn collection and never minded.
Same when I realised that I want to have sex with dogs, it wasn't a big deal for me. Just like doing the next step.
I simply never questioned my zoophilia in a negative way 🤷‍♂️
 
Did you ever have feelings of guilt for being into it? How did you get over those feelings and come to accept that you're into it? Curious about hearing peoples stories, as it took me a long time to be comfortable with the fact that I'm into it. I do still have some pangs of guilt, but I dunno, I feel it's not worth worrying about something that you cannot change.
It was fantastic I was 14 when I fucked my first sow and then cows and heifers, no guilt! just afraid of somebody see me enjoying her cunt.
 
I accepted it when I put my dick in a dogs butt .
same tho, when my boy plowed me when i was 8-14 and then when i was 14 i plowed him back the last day i seen him i accepted it, it was the time i regularly seen my father (parents never got together) after the time i plowed him so hard he laid next to me with his but in the air panting and giving me kisses my parent were fighting over me and they did for almost 3 years, he past away unexpectedly from a car a month before i could see him again, he was my first mate and when i accepted i was into Zoo (sorry for like a life story)
 
same tho, when my boy plowed me when i was 8-14 and then when i was 14 i plowed him back the last day i seen him i accepted it, it was the time i regularly seen my father (parents never got together) after the time i plowed him so hard he laid next to me with his but in the air panting and giving me kisses my parent were fighting over me and they did for almost 3 years, he past away unexpectedly from a car a month before i could see him again, he was my first mate and when i accepted i was into Zoo (sorry for like a life story)
That's pretty hot. Sorry for your loss though.
 
I haven't read properly through every post but do notice guilt is in quite a few posts I don't think this is something to feel guilty about unless your forcing an animal to do something it doesn't want to do. I don't feel guilty myself but I do feel different and I know society looks at this as something that is wrong so I feel shameful too like I shouldn't feel this way but theirs lots of minority groups people into things that the majority find wrong or weird should everyone go along with majority view assuming that everything else is a wrong way to live?? No if you not actually abusing the animals then it should be OK it's only like forcing a horse to race or a dog to act.
 
I don't remember exactly, but I was still a teen at the time. I remember coming across a few man on mare photos and a video, I was disturbed at first, but warmed up to the idea after a few months. Sure, I felt guilt every now and then, but I'm comfortable enough to admit that I like the idea now.
 
Me personally I never really had a period where I rejected it, I realized I liked early and never felt bad or guilty for it, I just liked it. I did realize that other people weren't accepting of it but that never made me feel ashamed either it just made me realize the importance of hiding it from those people. I never really introspected on why I didn't feel bad about it but I have to guess it's because I really don't think it's wrong.
 
Me personally I never really had a period where I rejected it, I realized I liked early and never felt bad or guilty for it, I just liked it. I did realize that other people weren't accepting of it but that never made me feel ashamed either it just made me realize the importance of hiding it from those people. I never really introspected on why I didn't feel bad about it but I have to guess it's because I really don't think it's wrong.
I could have written the same. That’s just how I always have been.
 
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Always been into it, never questioned it. Also always knew it wasn't for public consumption and kept it close. But I have also went to some lengths to be very careful about who I share it with and how they might feel about it afterwards. There's a chat we have before anything happens, and if I get the impression she won't do well with the after part, we don't do it, if I do get the impression she'll be good, it's game on.
 
For me it took a long time. When I 1st experimented and experienced being. With a dog I had a lot of guilt and shame. I kept going back which in a way increased the pleasure and the connection but at the same time also increased my guilt about the entire thing. It was my biggest secret and I was always super paranoid about someone finding out.

fast forward about 18 years…life passes…I have my second dog with which I am intimate. Of course, that in and of itself is a story, but for me it was the covid. Spending long periods of time with my Shepard and not seeing people in person I became comfortable in my own skin, I became comfortable with the concept of zoo and that comfort allowed us to really connect and bond.

I don’t feel that intense guilt or shame anymore as I have finally come to terms with it.
 
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